Here's what I remember of Isaac's first seven weeks of life:
It was all a blur.
It was euphoric at times.
It was REALLY hard at times.
Did I ever even shower? I can't remember.
I sat in the rocking chair in my room for hours a day and nursed and rocked my baby.
I got spit up/peed/pooped on about 8 times a day.
I. Was. Exhausted.
I forgot how much extreme sleep deprivation messes with my mind and moods.
My husband took the 4-7 a.m. shift, taking Isaac downstairs to sleep on his chest so I could finally sleep a little.
Isaac's look changed every day.
We had a bout with acid reflux. Not fun.
Keeping up with my other 4 kids and their schedules nearly killed me.
They all learned to become VERY independent.
I was sad Isaac is my last baby.
I was glad Isaac is my last baby.
Having a baby in my late 30's is MUCH harder on my body than it was in my 20's.
Jeff left for a week to Australia (for business) when Isaac was just 6 weeks old. Hardest week of my life.
Having a newborn is the closest thing to heaven. Literally.
Feeling overwhelming gratitude. Everyday.
2 1/2 weeks old
3 weeks old
4 weeks old
5 weeks
6 weeks
6 weeks
6 weeks
6 1/2 weeks
7 weeks
6 1/2 weeks
Perfection
2 comments:
I loved this and needed it so much. It's so important for me to know I'm not the only one who feels this way--like my roller coaster feelings make me a mother, not a monster. Thanks for sharing your heart. I'm so glad you're back!
Oh that sweet Isaac! What a blessing in your life, and mine!
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